I miss me

I miss me

I miss me. I miss the laughter and the light heartedness. I miss the warmth of the sunshine. I miss my brother. I miss the nights spent with my friends being carefree. I miss my family. I miss being the fun mom. I desperately want my life back. This life I’m living is a lie, it’s not my life. It’s an imposter who never wants to leave her house, who wants to sleep instead of read like she used to love to do. Who rather just lay in bed all day than to spend time with her son. I don’t like this person. She’s boring and emotional and always tired. She needs to leave so I can have my life back. She’s taking up my precious moments that I’ll never get back. She’s selfish and I want her gone. I want the old me back.

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